I suffered alone for a long time...

I suffered a miscarriage at 12 weeks last summer. I was abandoned by my ex who is a professional athlete I met through work. I found out he had a girlfriend at home and she confrontd me. I lost the baby a week later. I suffered alone for a long time and went through depression, weight gain, anxiety.... I have been silent and no one in my entourage knows what hapoened - only that "kristy changed" last summer.