It has been a very hard road...

I have a lot to my story. I have 2 living children and 3 children that are in heaven. My first son was born in 2005, healthy as can be. I had a miscarriage in April of 2008. Had my second living son in 2009. I recently got married in August 2014. We wanted to try and have a baby together. We got pregnant quickly and that pregnancy ended in an ectopic pregnancy in October 2014. I then got pregnant again right away. We found out on March 18th that our baby girl had full trisomy 18. She had a lot of health problems so we decided to terminate for medical reasons on March 25th 2015. It has been a very hard road and we are all still trying to recover from it. Thank you for listening.